Autumnfox (foxymoonheart) wrote,
Autumnfox
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Worrying

Yes, I'm still up. I never did take that nap, as I was too busy with other things. I'm still very tired, and I must say, I'm very surprised that I've been able to keep my mind at a stable level, intellectually and emotionally, all things considered.

I've said it before and I'll say it again. It pains me badly when I see others suffering. I have a tendency to want to draw all that pain inside, and blame myself for all their troubles, and so on, and so forth, even when I know things aren't my fault. I just wish no one had to suffer, though I know that's naive. If we didn't suffer, we'd never grow. We learn so much more from criticism and mistakes than we'll ever learn from praise and achievements.

I'm not sure if I'm going to sleep today. I think I'm going to try to stay up all day, all night, and reset my sleeping schedule for tomorrow. My sleep has been erratic anyway, which is a good thing for neither my physical nor my mental health.

I guess I'm just not sure what to do right now. In my mind, I've done all I know how to do about the situation. I just wish I knew how to do more. I just wish I knew what the right thing was, but the "right thing" seems to change with every person and every situation. *sighs* Maybe there is no "right" way....
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