April 28th, 2004

Autumnfox mischief

This is only a test... BEEEP!

Murf. Just filled this out on someone else's page, and per question #34, I'm adding mine here. Reply if you'd like to.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
  • Current Mood
    contemplative contemplative
Autumnfox mischief

I suck. No, really.

I just can't shake this feeling of agitation. It started around 2 am last night, and even nodding off for a few hours didn't help. I don't really see a cause for it, as the day went alright. I was getting a bit stressed out when my mate was worried about confronting our other roommate about rumors he had heard, but I thought I was over that. Then again, maybe it's just that feeling that I'm caught in the middle, and don't want either to come to harm. Still, I don't really feel that's the reason, or at least not the full reason why I'm feeling this way. Yes, there were other minor things that happened later on, some frustrating, some disappointing, but in any case, I was feeling agitated before these other events occurred. Hmm.. I'm worried that this is tied to my reduction in a certain medication I've decided to wean myself off of. My stomache is feeling slightly sore, and as that's part of the withdrawn systems, I suppose it's a possibility. Still, I just can't shake this feeling that there's something more going on, that I just can't grasp. I dunno; I'm just feeling inexplicably incapable. I'm not "sad" or anything, I'm just... discontent. Hmm... thoughts or suggestions would be appreciated.
  • Current Music
    Moody Blues - Forever Autumn
Autumnfox mischief


Life is just a moment, that's really all we have. I was out driving, feel, well, consumed with utter despair and aggravation, and then then I passed a women in the middle of a traffic island, taking pictures. At that moment, I burst into tears and all my angry thoughts disappeared. It's funny how such little things in life mean so much. Just a moment, that's all we have, the only time we can make any choices at all. The only time we can find happiness. In the moment. Like a photograph....
  • Current Music
    Alexian - Listen to the Wind